DECEIT, A daily visitor

I let myself love you
Knowing in advance that you would hurt me
Being aware of you insincere attitude that would hurt me
Knowing clearly that you can never reciprocate for my love
Mesmerized by your love for yourself
I stood there gazing at your inner YOU
Never noticing you noticing me
Blindfolded by your love for me
Letting loose my notions about you
Letting me dissolve in you
But, it was too late
When I realised and accepted 
That you couldn't understand love
That you just saw my eyes, never my heart
That you were fake
That you were not the one for me
You couldn't realise the worth of love
That binds souls, not bodies
That dwells only in pure and untainted hearts
Not in the ones tainted with specks of deceitfulness
Hypocrisy expunges love
Destroys faith
Why do you do this?
Why ruin people and leave them deserted?
But now I realise my lessons
To live in a world of falsity
Among people who pretend
Never letting myself dissolve in falsehood
For I know what it means to get hurt
For I know I have only ME for myself.