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Saturday, 29 November 2014

My Definition of Love(Terms and Conditions do apply!)


Well, well! I am not unaware of the 'established' fact that 'Expectations lead to disappointments'.Still, as I have mentioned before, my mind, like any other human mind, is poly psychic.It never learns to keep quiet and satisfied, and yearns for that which is unworthy sometimes.I would sometimes dream of love, that erases my faults and arrogance, love that removes darkness, induced due to my blindfolded eyes.I would dream of an imaginary 'magician' who would fill my gaps and would bloom as an evergreen source of encouragement, happiness and true love, a mystic who would remove the thorns of the wild rose in me.A spark of affection that would make the good in me visible to myself, a spark that would help me discover ME, that would make me what I am in reality, what I can be.I know this is just too much to expect and dream, but, as they say, 'Expectations never have full stops'!!

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Thursday, 27 November 2014

Taoism, My new Profound Love!

The word is like a flower and the meaning like fragrance.If your nose is not functioning well, I can give you a flower but I cannot give you the fragrance.The fragrance has to be detected by you.You have to cleanse your nose and become more sensitive.If not, I can give you a thousand and one flowers, but you will not smell the fragrance!
#Osho(Tao-The State and The Art)

Our Mind, A Disobedient Pendulum!

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Human mind, as per psychologists, is said to be poly psychic.Our mind always goes behind those things, that are 'banned' in our dictionaries.We never stick on to a specific thing.Our intentions change, so do our actions.Walt Whitman once when asked the reason for his flickering attitude that gets reflected in his poetic works, replied-"I am vast.So, I am brimming with contradictions".We live in multitudes and thus our life depends on each moment that passes by.Often, we are not the true bearers of our pillars of consciousness.This can lead to serious problems, as we may not listen to ourselves and would start living in a world of fantasy, a world that lures us, with all dangerous perils lurking behind.If we have the bridles, we are safe and we become our masters.If not, we become slaves, getting subjugated by others.

Saturday, 22 November 2014

Taoism, My New Love..!

It is through Osho's book on Tao, that I got inspired by Taoism amd its ideology.'Tao' means the way, a more important part of the journey, than the goal itself.Infact, Taoism doesn't speak of goal.If you know the way, you have known the goal too.
'The Watercourse Way' is the most beautiful concept I have come across as of now.Water never stays forever on top.It always tries to attain the lowermost layer possible, non-ambitiousof glories amd achievements.Water, when moving is clean and pure, and when stagnant gets dirty.Human mind too gets pure only with dynamism, never by the breach of motion.
Truth can never be taught.Once we attempt to teaching it, it becomes false and loses its true essence.Truth ought to be understood with one's own experience of life.
Live in this moment of silence, spontaneity and our life gets transformed.That is not an effort to reach the so-called 'goal'.Let the river simply lead you to the ocean, dont try pushing the river!!
How beautiful an ideology!

Wednesday, 12 November 2014

FOREVER FAVOURITE QUOTE

Its all about falling in love with yourself and sharing that love with someone who appreciates you, rather than compensating for a self-love deficit.

Sunday, 9 November 2014

DECEIT, A daily visitor


I let myself love you
Knowing in advance that you would hurt me
Being aware of you insincere attitude that would hurt me
Knowing clearly that you can never reciprocate for my love
Mesmerized by your love for yourself
I stood there gazing at your inner YOU
Never noticing you noticing me
Blindfolded by your love for me
Letting loose my notions about you
Letting me dissolve in you
But, it was too late
When I realised and accepted 
That you couldn't understand love
That you just saw my eyes, never my heart
That you were fake
That you were not the one for me
You couldn't realise the worth of love
That binds souls, not bodies
That dwells only in pure and untainted hearts
Not in the ones tainted with specks of deceitfulness
Hypocrisy expunges love
Destroys faith
Why do you do this?
Why ruin people and leave them deserted?
But now I realise my lessons
To live in a world of falsity
Among people who pretend
Never letting myself dissolve in falsehood
For I know what it means to get hurt
For I know I have only ME for myself.

Saturday, 8 November 2014

Nurturing Dreams


Harbingers of my successful, contented future
Stepping stones to where I really belong
My dreams lead me, guide me
To a life worth living and adoring!

Helping me push across doors that demand a pull
Mending the bruised, shattered wings of my flight,
Aiding me discover and finish off my constraints
My dreams help me face the perilous, precarious life!

Infused with sincerity and optimism
Keeping me cheerful and engulfed in good thoughts forever
Self-defined my dreams are, that build my inspiration
Fill the gaps of inexperience and fear with passion
My dreams complete me..and My dreams define me!!!!!!!!

Random thoughts.


Life is just a roller coaster ride with all different kinds of rides prevalent in it.And to make it specific, it is so to everyone..And only the ones who start loving the rides wholeheartedly, would begin to comprehend the very essence of it.Never get judgmental with life and people.That would spoil the whole 'fun' element of it.So just gear yourself up to enjoy, see, love, hear, and learn whatever you encounter in this blockbuster journey!!!!!!!!!!

Mother, The Bearer of All Sufferings


Embarking her journey with anticipation,
Bearing in her womb a novel blossom
Caressing the innate life with unfathomable joy
Engulfing in her most cherished gift of true love.

Forgetting everything surmounting her 
Cheerfully she welcomes the profound joy of her love life
Helping him trod all cumbersome steps of life
Standing by him, protecting him from all perils!

Things transform with pseudo maturity budding
And so does the hierarchical shift of significance
Left with nothing but her painful, lonely, scary demise
There in the cursed heaven too, she prays for her wretched, cruel son!
That's the beauty of a mother's affection!

Mistakes! They Do Happen


This pic always reminds me of my mistakes, and my irreversible tendency to reverse and forget them off, head up to a more peaceful life, apologising and feeling free from remorse.Mistakes often build in us a complete sense of humanity, when we apologise for it understanding the pain we have induced in another sensible individual.It is at this point of time, that we realise the depth of the wound that gets imprinted in someone's soul, that needs time as a physician to undergo healing. The ability to analyse and accept our mistakes leads to a state of divinity, wanting to get into a more peaceful world.

Congratulations And Celebrations

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Celebrations! A very important yet very interesting part of life!
Celebrating life helps rejuvenate our dormant, sleeping spirit and promises us a temporary stay back from worries and sorrows.
I always feel overwhelmed to see how radiance gets spread due to colourful lights in the peaceful night, a real proof for the fact that darkness can be easily replaced by brightness.They bring back in us the faith to change our fates!
Celebrations, in my dialect never means partying and sharing boring stuff!
Its all about losing the unreal 'you' and re-owning your real 'YOU', filled with joy and cheerfulness!!